WhY!!??...

I only want to know why... why the attitude of all of she are the same... why they can bring us to heaven with words and in the same maner they can destroy us with simply words... why we are so stupid to fall at the first signal... why we materialize a dream with no hope with suspect events... who gives her that power??... why they look like angels for us but in the end we now that they are imperfect souls... but that fact... we dont see it, but is not that we dont see it is that we dont want to see truth... we dont want to stop dreaming, we reel us into that fantasy... when we awake of that dream is too late we has fallen in the trap... until they eat our feelings... destroy our ilusions... making us dust... then we wake up of that nightmare... but like I say is too late we are deeply and profuse hurt and damaged... all is already done and in that point is not step backward we are there and is not a return point... we see us with shame triying to explain what in hell happends!! lamenting us with a deep sorrow... crying.. screaming... feeling as bad as never in our life... coz we see that we are no more than nothing for the most beloved person for us... and for incredible to seem we dont cooperate for an exit instead of that we stay there... waiting... dreaming... hoping... consuming us... and all of that with the unique proposit of try to feel like before of the crude awakening, that behavior only can have a name.. love... is ironic that the most worthly feel in our whole life is also the most painful one... but no one tell us to stay no one force us to stay there... we put ourselves in that situation and want to now why we do that?? is simply coz we need that feel in us that feeling make us feel alive!!
Thats not a general opinion, is my personal point of view and well is like that, coz for me there is nothing more important that fight for achieve my dreams, and well Im crossing that path now... and maybe im sick but i dont care if i have to take that painful path again and again until I fall dimished Im going to fight... im already loss a lot of fights but im still alive and firm standing up...

Im talking about the most important thing in my life and im going to fight for you until I have no force for rise me up again
coz theres nothing more beatiful than reach a dream and when the dream is beautiful for himself is better...