Retreat??

What happend when you try and try and try, with all the force you have and you dont achieve what you want??
What happend when you put all the strength and inteligence you have in some activity and you fail??
What if you prepare yourself hard enought to have success in anything you want and incredibly you stuck??
You get sad, and think thats is not for you what are you wanting for, and start thinking in another posiblilities, trying to not get depressed trying to solve your anexiety, trying to restore your security and pride, but inside of you, you are crying, screaming, and too sad, you dont expose that part, you only know dont to fall, not to seem weak, and in that momment you decide to search another options, you see posibilities and other ways to reach your dream, but it figures hard to acquire, but you dont see you doing nothing else more than what you dream, you born to do what yours desires say, you only want your dream to come true, but know you turn arround and see all the way you already walk and it seems to be to long, a lot of wasted time you wrong think, now you see foward, the way you are, is long, is the same, is hard to reach the finish line, and you feel weak, demoralized, the idea of retrat is hard than ever, you really think in the posbility, and you think in leave all the walked ground, just for another fail. But its that what you want?? You are convinced of leave your dream back?? You are really sure of toss all and start a new way?? You are sure of sacrifice your dream your passion?? think in future, you see yourself doing other think than your dream?? I think you dont, and I only can say... Retreat is not an option.